ok.. so me and my mom are going on a bike trip right now, and she was saying what food she had and while we were outside she accidentially stepped on a (already dead) baby bird.. amd i started to cry.. becuase.. i fucking love birds.. and a long time ago i used to bury baby birds in my backyard.. and she just stepped on it... i cry because of things like this.. anad again, you pplt think im self-centered..

last ngiht i had a dream that i had a baby duck and its legs had cuts on them and i fixed him..


and today..

i cried because of that dead already baby birds.


baby ducks and birds are like my fav animals..

i dont even feel like going on the biketrip anymore.. i ran inside to write this... fuck.. im so sad..

gtg...  still crying......